Friday 29 September 2017

The Day I Saw you

Sept 14th, 2016

I saw you today   I am so happy that I saw you today! My Baby!! First two scans were very vague but this one was awesome. There is a head, hands, legs and a heart! Such an amazing visual. I was overwhelmed when I saw it. Your father missed it, poor fellow. But both your grandmas saw you, cutie pie. Your Ammamma though was more joyous than your Baamma. 

You put your finger in your mouth, doctor said and I saw it too. I can’t believe I am bearing you. I have never imagined anything such wonderful before. Doctor said you are growing good and healthy. You don’t need any special medical attention. You know what? My cheeks are paining out of broad smile that I started from the moment I saw you  till now as we speak. I wanted to come home and explain your Naanna how great I felt looking at you for the first time and how you looked. But I am falling short of words. I tried to tell him everything I saw and experienced. He was shocked yet sad for missing the chance to see you. I warned him that he will regret it later but he didn’t listen. Now he knows what I warned about! Hehe! He doesn’t want to miss even a single scan from now on. He couldn’t believe you are grown so big in one month’s time. He is missing you so much!

Doctor also showed me your upper and lower jaws, lips and umbilical cord but I couldn’t make out them on the scanning screen. Boy or a Girl, I don’t know, but for sure you are so beautiful. Not by looks but just with your presence in my tummy you make me feel so different. And inside there you are sleeping all cuddled up. That sight itself is worth a sight of diamonds to me. Thank you for choosing me your mother.